There's a lot that I don't know. I make no delusions about that, to myself or anyone else. So it's pretty frequent that I come up against a task I don't know how to complete or a project I don't know how to tackle. I might try to muddle my way through, search the internet for guides or resources, but that only gets me so far.

Because I'm a fucking dolt.

I've lost count of the times where I attempted something and found I didn't know what to do. Nothing I did brought me anywhere near the result I wanted. All my iterations and attempts were met with failure.  ...