I've spoken about RSD before, but I don't think I've fully articulated it all that well, and this thread... holy balls... it's as near the bullseye as I'll ever get for describing the shit I go through.
I may be fundamentally broken, but it's at least some small comfort to know I'm not the only one that goes through this, that's trapped by it, that gets stuck in my own head because of it.
It's probably not going to help anyone better understand what I'm going through, nor have the patience to put up with me because of it, because yeah, from the outside looking in, it's probably really fucking annoying. I shouldn't expect or demand people to have patience with me because my brain is fucked.
At least... I know I'm not alone.